I understand your frustration. I know you have been through the ringer but hang on it is almost over. Stay positive and enjoy the little things, you had a beer!

I had one with you, halfway across the country, but I thought of you as I cracked open the can.
I bought a 12 pack of Budweiser (no lectures!

) just before the 4th of July. Today I saw we have 6 left; my wife likes an occasional beer. I haven't had an entire beer for longer than I can remember. I do get a taste now and then when my wife opens one.
DC traffic was... DC traffic. After dropping my wife at the airport, I didn't get home until after 7pm. I usually nod off 3-4pm. And I do little after late morning. Being tired from the unusual and long day I chose a beer for dinner "liquid bread" as my Hungarian mother-in-law called it. That might have been the best beer ever! Perspective can change everything.
I saw a sign on a new liquor store advertising Yinling's original lager. I plan to stop and buy some. I don't remember the price, but I am a sucker for advertising.
God is with you my friend and our thoughts and prayers are with you too. Your train buddies are always here for you.